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To anyone I know in real life:

I would like to apologize for anything I ever said or did to you that made you feel insignificant, looked down on, or otherwise bad. I have been looking back on situations (mostly from high school) lately. It’s been a major cringe-fest, because I’ve realized certain instances went a lot differently than I thought they did.

I think there were a couple times I was unwittingly mean, careless or failed to validate someones feelings.

I was a real idiot, sometimes.

I know it was a long time ago, and I’m probably just digging up old stuff, but I wanted to apologize anyway, to anyone I ever offended. I honestly, truly never meant to. My friends have always been the most important people in my whole damn life. I loved you guys, even when I was mopey, or inconsiderate. I loved you a whole fucking lot.

Just so you know.

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I don’t about how anyone else feels, but I felt like drawing my own. I feel like this more often than I want to, and I’m currently on the brink of just giving up altogether…it hurts like hell feeling left out of things or not being included, or just the feeling of being forgotten or ignored in general…I really want to just throw in the towel and abandon all ties to some people so I never have to feel this way…but I still have a small spark of hope somewhere that won’t let me quit no matter how much I’d really like to…so…I guess I’ll just wait and see..

Okay. I’m crying.